It was a very moody Monday for me. My world has been rocked beyond belief and finding my joy takes a conscious effort and mostly I find it in Kanyon's laugh and smile. I find myself pacing the hall not knowing what to do with myself. Do I tend to my commitments in business, sit and cry, clean the house, read about cancer and options, or go for a walk with Kanyon and my dog? Every decision seems so overwhelming and the frustration mounts as I end up doing nothing. I spoke to a friend and she has experienced cancer in her family and she reassured me that I am not crazy and this is normal.
This morning I woke up more hopeful from a dream where I had the cure plan for Darol imprinted on my right arm as a tribal tatoo, which looked more like it had been branded into my arm.
Focus for me today is the intent and healing of the sweat lodge we have scheduled tonight.
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